Saturday, May 30, 2009
9:23 AMok fine, A levels is over. Post A levels programs are over. Now is the army. haha. Hmm, its been sucha long time since i last blogged. Couldn't be bothered to blog because i was lazy, ignorant and due to lack of time. Sorry for abandoning you bloggy. haha.
Ok, let's see what I got here, hmm. After 6 months in army, i realized time do pass very quickly. I can vividly remember the day i enlisted on the 6th of January 2009. Man, that feeling sucks. Now i'm way past Tekong and in a unit now, doing all kinds of weird stuff. I compared myself today, and to the day that i enlisted on 6th jan. Have i change? Have i grown for the better? Have i grown closer to God?
I kept asking myself this questions lately. Sometimes, i really do not have an answer for it. Adjusting to the regimental lifestyle of the army has been a difficulty for me. But well, i just have to suck it up and move on and wait for my ORD date. haha. Sometimes, i find my passion dwindled a little. Excitement dipped. Ain't so joyful anymore. Why? I ask myself again and again. Is it due to the changes in my ministry? Change in lifestyle? Lack of the control of my life that i used to have?
People says Happiness comes from happenings, Joy comes from Jesus. Until now, i'm fully placing my trust in that. I want to be a joyful believer. I want to take time off to talk to my Big Daddy above and spend quality time with him by reading my bible and prayer.
Well, i hope things can improve for the better. May be, i just need to take things lighter and let Him take control. =)
Anyway, NUS Business Vs SMU Business.. Hmm, which 1 should i choose? =/
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