Sunday, February 25, 2007
1:24 AM
Agree with what Shirley said during the DMM meet today. As the group grows bigger, more problems will start pouring in. That's because you'll need to take care of more people and with every single one of their imperfection, there bound to be problems everywhere. Whatever happens or is going to happen, i always Believe and place my Trust in his mighty hands. Nothing beats more than to wholeheartedly trust him and follow his ways.





This week has been filled with ups and downs. I will hear from 1 side the group's doing great, another side, the group hasn't been doing well. Issues for us to solve, challenges for us to meet before God opens the door of explosive growth for our group. I seriously wants this group to grow quantitatively and qualitatively. See influx of newbelievers, see shepherds rising up, see careleaders rising up and see people growing in their spiritual walk with our Father.





Amidst of all these problems, i know i'm not alone. I know who's with me and who will be by my side all the time. He will catch me and allows me to hide under his powerful wings at the right time. I'll never walk alone as long as i have faith in Him. I need to cry out from the deepest recesses of my heart telling him how much i long for Him and how i want Him to have a divine exchange with the people in the group.





Sometimes i will complain and rant to God saying " Why can't people just serve you fervently without having us to worry about them. Can't they understand your goodness and your love? And that all this is enough to compel them to serve you, seeing your kingdom expand beyond it's unlimited boundaries? Isn't your perpetual love good enough? Isn't it satisfying? Why can't they understand? Must they still think twice about knowing you more? What exactly is stopping them from knowing this person that died for them 2000 years ago that bridged this gap between God and man?





I think if there's an answer all this. This world will be perfect. No sufferings, no pain, it'll be like Heaven on Earth. Afterall, problems are meant for us to grow. When we seemed to be weakest, it's then when he is the strongest in us. =D . I'm gonna stay strong, i'm gonna keep a prayerful heart because i know i can overcome all circumstances with Him. Jesus, you're beside me. Thank you. =))





Anyway, last night after prayermeet, i met up with my fellow old friends from St Andrews. We went Serangoon Gardens to eat. Have a good time chatting and eating before we walked around those pubs. lol. I really cherish them alot, i hope i can join them more often. Don't wish to see the friendship that we built during my4 years in secondary school to go down the drain. Although it's harder for all of us to meet each other together now, since now all of them are in poly, i still hope i can hang out with them as many times as i can.



This is my Sec 3 and 4 class during last year's December chalet. I really missed them alot. The kind of fun and joy they brought about it's really difficult to find in other places. Beautiful memories. They rock! =D


Thursday, February 22, 2007
10:24 PM














My first picture that i uploaded! hehe. Thanks to Layling for teaching me how to use. Ok, i admit i'm super duper lousy in using all these computer stuff. =/ . Anyway, this is the photo of the BBQ at Freedy's house during Valentines Day. It's really an enjoyable night with all them. Cheers! =D

Anyway, school has rather been okay for this week. Tiring though since after the long CNY break. Every morning, i kinda like drag my feet to school and acting like a walking zombie due to lack of sleep. =/ . But i do have my enjoyable moments in school when i can just play basketball during breaks and forget all my worries and lay down my burdens for once.

* kept telling myself to just focus on shooting the ball into the basket*

I heard from my retainee friend that he received a letter telling him that there's no more 2nd chance of retaining. If ever retain, straight to army he'll go. I guess, that will definitely push all the retainees in my class to work even harder to score grades that not only promote us but to exempt us from promotional exams as well. I should have done all my work and revise consistantly for all my tests last year so that i won't have to embark on a 3 year Pre-U course, that is to put it in a nicer way. =)

I've been pondering quite alot about how i would fare this year, not only in terms of academic but my overall performance in ministry and being a child in my family. Will my group grow beyond the size of 30 by end of this year? will i see new leaders rising up under me? Will i see a more dynamic structure of the SA Caregroup? Or will i excel in my studies? will i be able to persevere through till the end of year and eventually the A level at the end of 2008? will i be able to score good grades for my promotional exams that i can tell my parents proudly of my results? So much uncertainties that it reminds me of the 1st topic that i learnt in Physics. =(

Well, definitely no excuses for me now. Work hard, serve hard, study hard and play hard. I guess, HE has allowed me to learn several lessons last year and i don't want to repeat them again. It's not worth the attempt again. " You can make one hundred and one mistakes but don't ever repeat the same mistake again" . Well said by my tuition teacher when i was in primary school, i still remember. =D

There's still so much more areas for me to grow and learn. I'm determined to learn! =D

Monday, February 19, 2007
11:59 AM
Fine, as usual i didn't keep my promise. I didn't update my blog since i came back from church camp. hehe. I rather like what Joseph said, " Still not back from Church camp? " haha! It amuses me somehow although it's lame.

This year has rather been smooth for me. Doing great in my studies, often hearing praises from my teachers( i ought to, since i undertake a 3 year course in my school HAHA ) . My new class has been great. The guys especially, basketball fanatics. I think without fail, we played basketball in school almost everyday. We'll capitalise on every breaks to play a match. Well, we have our own very China's Yao Ming( Ling Long) and Boston Celtics Larry Bird (Albert) and Taiwan Pop Singer Jay Chou ( Jethro) Mr Pinky( Evan Yeo) and last but not least our own Cristiano Ronaldo ( Crispin). haha. I hope that we'll still be together even after the 2nd intake of students.

School definitely is more fun now, with all the basketballs, doing well in my tests and daily work. Personally, my focus for this year is my ministry, sports,studies and CCA. Of course not missing out chilling out with friends. No more fooling around and should be ever focus in reaching all my goals and targets!

Anyway, i'm not looking forward to this year's Chinese New Year. Reasons i failed to decipher. Maybe it's because i seemed to be MIA-ing from my relatives and maybe it's the fear of when they asking if i'm in year 2. haha. Oh well, trying to be immune to this kind of feelings and focus on trying to catch up a little with my relatives. Family ties is more important than all those wierd feelings of my yea? Also, money is rolling in. woohoo. Not alot though, some of my friends seems to have so much more than me. But, more money means more shopping and means a bigger wardrope. whahaha.

Finally, i promise i will up update my blog regularly. I won't go to church camp for such a long time. =p
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