Memory Lane
Friday, December 21, 2007
9:36 AMAs i click on the lists of the older posts, i began to give thanks to God for how he brought me through. " Phew, what a journey", I thought to myself. From the tWeEt fAsHionZ that i used to be, to certain "unspiritual" stuff(Donavan and Marcus, you will know what is that. HAHA) that i went through, it's a series of ups and downs. As i continue reading those older posts, i began to realize that some of the posts are from the deepest recesses of my heart, and it's still today.
I remember how i used to blog about the days when i was a Careleader. A careleader who did not know the know-how of leading a group. A young shepherd who do not know how to speak into a sheep's life. I still remember the times when the caregroup was at ground zero, everything was in a mess. People do not love each other or appreciate each other, unity was last the word to describe the group.
As i scrolled down and moved on from posts to posts, one of it strucked me. i was blogging about my friend. A close junior of mine. I still remember the times when i advised him not to join gangs and was determined to bring him to church. Apparently, he is still mixing with the wrong company. I asked 1 of my unit members today about him. It was definitely ain't a good thing to hear, which disappointed me alot.
One fact that i realized through my 2004 and 2005 posts: Faith. Even though the group was not good at period, the tone of my posts seems to bring out an element of faith. I always end a negative comment with something about trusting God and believing in God. Now i understand that with Faith, it can really move the mountains and it pleases God. Faith is a simple word but it's so deep and powerful when it's in your heart.
Something happened in my family today. " When will you ever grow up? " She said to him with a disappointed look on her face. Sometimes i wonder, does it help by being the smallest in the family. =/
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