Tuesday, December 12, 2006
1:08 AM Monday, December 11, 2006 3:17 AMYesterday was kinda hectic for me. Woke up, rushed to Nexus for Mass Dance rehearsal. The dance was kinda fun, haha, gonna do it during next week's church camp. After that had believer's gathering then service. Service was awesome, the electrifying atmosphere of Praise and Worship coupled with Ps Jeff and Michael's sharing about seeing miracles happening in our lives. God moves in the atmosphere of Faith. And i always remember what Ps Jeff said, If God says this could be done, in what position should i say that i cannot be done? Amen, He's mighty to save, our goals and visions will certainly come to past!
I'm really glad that our newbelievers Henry and Joshua came! So happy to see them, had a good chat with them after service at Meridian Foodcourt. As usual, Nicholas and Gareth are running around like small little kids while Marcus and I will always be the one that act like a big Daddy or sth, asking them to stop running. C'mon, you guys are already Secondary school students. HAHA. Had unit meeting at Cathay 5th floor. Siewluan rocks man. She found an awesome place to hold meetings. Apparently when she told me 5th floor, i was like huh?! 5th floor at New Cathay is the box office what. How to have our meeting there? haha. And yes, to cut the story short, the place is some sort like a mini cafe at a small little corner. =) .
Went to play pool with Marcus, Nich, Jason and Gareth. Had a good time of talking to Jason about some personal stuff. =D . The CG will be by yourside if you need us! Played pool till 10.30pm before i rushed home. Reached home, i had a good chat with Clarence over the msn. haha. Let's go swimming after our camp ya! =D.
Problems in one's life will never stop coming. They're like waterfall where waters will just keeps on flowing and flowing. This fact we can't change. But we can change the intensity of the water that comes crashing on us. Whether we will just get soaked in the water and being so flimsy and soft towards life or we can be like a hard and sturdy rock. Resisting and ever standing strong against all the waters that crashed upon its surface. I definitely want to learn to be like the rock. =D
Saturday, December 09, 2006 1:47 AMHmm, alot of stuff are going through my mind nowadays. Personal life to church ministries to people's life. I feel i have so much more to grow in my spiritual life, character and personality. Sometimes i just hate myself for indulging in escapism. Always seems to see myself escape from problems that never seems to come to a halt. While on the other hand, i had to advice my guys and friends about that. Felt so hyprocritical at times. Well, but i know i'm beginning to be more courageous in facing problems now compared to last time. I'm growing ! haha. Studies is seriously a burden for me. Never know how will i fare for next year J2 block test. =))
Church ministry. Goals and visions. They seem so near, yet so far. But i will have to put my trust and faith in the almighty God. I know that i'm doing work of my Father, not for myself. He will help the group and me to achieve it. He's mighty to save amen? haha.
Anyway, find this song damn nice. haha.
Honey why you calling me so late?
It’s kinda hard to talk right now.
Honey why are you crying?
Is everything okay?
I gotta whisper ‘cause I can’t be too loud
Well, my girl’s in the next room
Sometimes I wish she was you
I guess we never really moved on
It’s really good to hear your voice saying my name
It sounds so sweetComing from the lips of an angel
Hearing those words it makes me weak
And I never wanna say goodbye
But girl you make it hard to be faithful
With the lips of an angel
Hinder- Lips of An Angel.
Thursday, December 07, 2006 10:36 PMRushed off to CG. The games were fun! Forfeit was to eat bread and banana with Wasabi! Omg, it's damn spicy when i gobble down the banana, it just cleared my nose. LOL. We holy baptised Gareth and Dominic. Had a great worship, it's been a long time since the CG had a good worship. When is my turn to challenge the Cg about the vision and goals we wanna hit, the overseas people asked if they can join in for my CG! I'm like, what?! ahaha! It's damn scary to challenge your people in front of leaders that are from overseas church?! LOL. But God's grace is upon me, i still managed to pull through. hehe.
Played soccer with the group before the rain comes and we rushed to serangoon macs for refuge. Had dinner at S-11. Me marcus josephTan josephLin andre donavan gareth and nicholas. We just talked, crapped and laugh about things. hahaha. Enjoyable time.
Today was less hectic. Woke up early with body aches all over. Feeling drowsy but still i managed to wake up early and rushed to Lido's McCafe to do my tuition HW and practiced some math before meeting Marcus and Nich. We ate the delicious chicken rice at Far East then we walked around. Marcus and me sat down at Border's coffee bean, had a good chat with my sheep. ( Don't worry about your results ya? I believe God will take care of his servant, =) )
My initial plan was to go for tuition after meeting marcus, but my head was weighing like a tonne. Yes, i'm sick. haha. Went to my house clinic to see a doctor. Fever. yep. Went home then my mum brought my brother and me out to Paragorn's Akashi jap restaurent to have our dinner. Dinner was great, ate alot. haha. I think when i see food, my sickness just disappears.
I guess i better have an early night of rest. Been so busy since the holiday started. I'm wondering when am i gonnna finish my revision for block test next year, i really wanna remain as a J2 nxt year. haha. O well. : / . Anyway, Church camp nxt monday to Weds! woohoo! =D
Wednesday, December 06, 2006 12:16 AM4 signs
4 people that make me smile/laugh :
1) Alvin
2) Weilun
3) Siewluan
4) Layling
5) Delia( i cheated. =) )
4 things that make me smile :
1) Winning 11
2) watching people crossing the line of faith
3) EATING
4) Oreo biscuits
4 ways to win my heart :
1) impress me
2) understand me
3) make me laugh like a hyena
4) know me inside out
4 people i believe and trust in :
1) Alvin
2) Weilun
3) Freedy
4) Gideon
4 things i hope to do now :
1) SLEEP
2) train my soccer skills to become like Ronaldinho
3) drive my teeth into Carl's Junior's mushroom burger
4) able to cook like the Iron Chef
4 things i do everyday :
1) EAT!!!
2) and EAT
3) Dreaming that i'm walking into the field with my favourite team in a Champions league final
4) sleep
4 people i want to see now :
1) Ronaldinho
2) 3SE and 4SE gang
3) superman
4) spiderman
4 people who should do this : eh, anybody who reads this. =D
4 things i'm doing now:
1) Music
2) Slacking
3) thinking
4) talking to God, =)
Monday, December 04, 2006 11:06 PMJust came back from Cambodia trip a few days ago and this trip is definitely a eye opener for me. It's really a once a lifetime experience for those who went for that trip. Not a single regret for me. I've learnt so much during that trip and i believe that the learning experience is one that we couldn't get it here in Singapore. How we overcome language barriers with love and sincerity, how we get the people to organise themselves, leadership, aiding one another even though it's our break time, warning people of " land mines" along the way to giving and helping one another in the way we view life as( the facilitation sessions we had).
I'm now more exposed to working with people with different personalities, different backgrounds and different abilities. I'm also able to understand how lucky am i to be able to live in this peaceful Garden city of Singapore where everything is at your doorstep. To experience living in a 3rd world country is a good experience for all us to have. We'll able to see things in different perspective, be appreciative and develope that inner feeling that always want to lend a helping hand to others who are in need.
Definitely an eye opener. =D . Before this trip, i had a paranoid feeling about this trip. Firstly is my church ministry. A sudden growth in numbers in my CG caused me to leave for Cambodia with a worrisome heart. So many " what if" is popping out of my mind. Secondly, i'm afraid that without a spiritual touch for 2 weeks, i may not be as spiritually sensitive as before and may need time to recuperate before i can serve to the best that i can. However, God is just so faithful that even i leave Singapore, his spirit never leave me. Instead, the end result of the trip leaves me refreshed in his presence that drives me to want to desire for Him and seeing a breakthrough in my CG.
Reason is because i'm able to spend time worshipping and praying to him which is not ministry based. It's a more of a personal relationship with Him that i want to do it. Often during the breaktime, i will take out the song book and sing worship songs to him, quietly in my heart, yelling out to him how much i long for his presence and his touch. Constant prayer session and quiet time that left me feeling charged up and refresh. It made me realized that i used to be a ministry driven person and as leaders, we can't afford to be that. It should be that your personal relationship with God is so strong that it manifest out the so called BEST you want to give in serving him, simply because you love him. =) . We don't pray solely because of our group, we don't worship solely because of wanting to hit our goals. We pray because we love HIM and he loves us too. This love that can't be contain and it just spread to people and that's why we pray for our people and goals. Main reason, we love Him. =D
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