Saturday, July 01, 2006
5:17 AMYES! FREEDOM has finally arrived. After weeks of slogging out for my block tests, now its finally over. Whenever such tests are around the corner, they totally sucks the life out of you and you'll be just stuck in your study room, studying non stop. Telling yourself you can do well when you did'nt even finish your revision. Dark heavy eyebags will start appearing, your hair will get messier because of late night sleep and being overly stressed up for the block tests.
I can confirm that i won't do well in the tests. First was the physics paper. It sux to the core. OK. Maybe i didn't study thats why but i hate physics! Why didn't i take H1 physics instead?! AAHh.. no point dreading over that. I've just gotta move on and work hard for it. Next, General Paper, for the composition, i wrote out of point. I misinterpreted the question and thought it was another meaning. Conclusion after Day 1 of test, both tests FAIL. Day 2, was particularly alright, as it was Economics. I think i will just merely get a pass thats all. The paper's tough. Day 3 was Maths and Chinese. Both papers were 3 hours each?! In total, i spent 6hours in that miserable hall. Didn't really please with the lights, find it kinda dim. Maths, i feel that i could have done better but i think i made quite a few careless mistakes. Chinese was a disaster. Seems like the usual saying of SAS dudes can't make a mark in chinese, i believe i'm one of the common example. Hehe. Day 4 of tests was just H1 History. I find the paper alright i wrote quite alot. haha. Should have taken H2 history instead. Urgh, nvm. No point ranting over it.
Whenever i see some of my friends who are so smart in their studies. I get to know of people who took physics and before their actual A levels, they practically just take out their physics Ten-year-series answer booklet and read. Result? A for phyiscs. I'm totally awed by them. Sometimes, freaked out too. lol. But i believe that God has different gifts for each individual. I'm just gonna do my best in whatever He entrusted me with and rely on his strength to accomplish the task.
After the block test, i find a sudden abundance of free time to do my ministry and my AOB stuff. It used to be that during my free time, i will study? Now, i find myself too much time. LOL. For instance today, i only got programs at around late afternoon, from morning till then, im free. okay! but i only allow myself to enjoy for 1 week before i start studying for my promotional exams. I need to start soon because my block test will not go well and i dont want to get retain in that miserable college. HAHA. Just get over and done with the A levels and move on to University. ( provided i can make it. :/)
Been thinking of studying overseas lately after my As. I wanna expose myself more to the outside world other than living within the clutches of my comfortable home. Im thinking of countries like US, UK or Australia. Depending on what course i will be taking in the future. Haven really decide though, but just pondering over it. =D
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